Sunday, March 1, 2009

Little Black Sheep.

I havent posted in a while.
I'm changing, and I just hope I don't drift away from the people I adore most.
Though, the change, I feel, isn't all bad. Sure, I still have the same breakdowns in my, "I hate the world because they hate me" Shit, but like... I'm realizing that not everybody is who I want them to be.

Wow, is this actually in paragraph form?! HOLY SHIT ITS A MIRACLE.

... Anyways.

I've given a name for myself. It's not horrendous, nor stupid. Little black sheep. You may not like it, but I do. I'm a normal person, controlled by myself, not other clones who have to be emo, or gothic to fit in. I havethem, my best friends, and that's allo that matters. Even in my school of outcasts, I seem to be the only one who isn't fighting to fit in so badly, that they drive theirselves into insanity. If you want to do that... then fine. That doesn't mean I will ignore you, and hate you. It means that you're like everybody else. I won't stop talking to you because the "Jocks" or "Preps" call you uncool.

I recently realized how much my friends matter to me. Even if I had my heart broken, They mean the world to me, and just leaving them would drive me into a state of depression that I don't think anybody could handle. Off to the loonie bin for me.

I can't remember what I was going to put, but all I know is tht I'm cold, and need to hand lucas my linkage. I may post more if I can recover from my brain anurism of writers block.

So this is goodbye for now.

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