It's like this all of the time.
I know what she says.
I know how she sayd it.
I understand it.
I just...
choose not to go that way?
I choose not to think positive?

I feel so un-loved. As selfish as it seems.

I just want somebody that wont dusgust me.

I want him,

But he may not want me.

chances may be he might love me.

Chances may be that he might not.

Chances may be he just wants me as a friend.

That will only prove me wrong.

I'll be upset.

I'll be crushed.

I'll be embarassed...

But who cares anyways?